I have been hiding out all my life, hoping to make myself invisible, blend in with the background, afraid to be discovered, looked at, made fun of, not realising all this time no one cares, not that they don’t actually care, I’m sure if I said something someone would show concern maybe some compassion, but that people are having their own thoughts about what’s going on inside of them to even worry about me, that was very freeing.

Then I figured out I’m not responsible for other peoples versions of me, that are old, out dated, and no longer apply. Why do we label everything? and think that it has to be permanent? Why? What’s the point? I’m so tired of the boxes, all of them, I’m not a checked off box! I’m a human person wanting an authentic human being existence.

I want connection, I want to discuss dreams, goals, what intentions are you setting for you life? What lights your spirit on fire? What puts a smile on your face? Let’s talk all about the fact we come into life with no material things, nothing you can touch comes with us when we go. So why do we care about the material?

I am here to experience living life everyday to the fullest, and I am teaching my whole being, to accept the content, happy feeling when I have been kind to myself all day, working on my smile from the inside out.

Not allowing the old record player in my head tell me how life is anymore, that’s also an old version of me that I set free often and was reminded to do it again, I’m very thankful for my awareness. Practice

Update 6/25/2025: This photo was taken on June 4, 2023 in Logos, Portugal during my NLP training.