I have no idea what’s going on in my brain tonight, I keep drawing blanks. Today was about cleaning up, all the recent finished projects, reorganizing spaces, giving our home some love.

I’m about to start a new design project, it’s going to be interesting. I enjoy exercising my problem solving skills, figuring out the best order this time will be so helpful. Unfortunately, I don’t always know it’s in the wrong order until I mid task. I’m learning a lot sewing by hand, and I’m enjoying how meditative it is, the energy that flows through me feels calmer as I’m sewing and I’m really enjoying it.

Today I was dealing with feeling uncomfortable, that agitation that comes when changing the order in which you do things. I get stuck in schedules, so when something disrupts that schedule, I get agitated. Getting agitated is the opposite of going with the flow, it was bubbling up for me anyways.

It all worked out, I got a lot accomplished and I am feeling pleasantly exhausted.

Surprisingly that uncomfortable feeling just floated away as I started cleaning and organizing our space for all the new possibilities to come!

But each day looks different from the last, and that’s that point to actually living life. I get stuck on wanting predictability, what’s challenging about that? Working on reacting less, readapting to life as is, not carrying any stories forward.

Photo taken 6/26/2025 Waco, TX.