I know that sentiment, well someday I will do something worthwhile, someday I will do that thing I always wanted, someday I will be happy. We’re, I mean the collective is always talking about someday down the line when everything is perfect we might feel happy, might reach out and try for our dreams.

How about right now? Decide to feel happy at this very moment, turn my frown upside down? Round and round we go where we end up nobody knows? We literally have know idea, keeping the faith, putting one foot in front of the other, even when you don’t even know the pathway.

Even with a few more pieces of the puzzle I allow my fears to creep in, telling me I’m no good. Don’t even try, why even start?

Why not? Why not start? Start scared? I could really be good, how I will never know unless I give myself the freedom, to start. I am a beginner

Photo taken April 24, 2023 Monteverde, Costa Rica fist day of my Reiki Master teacher training, view from my classroom.