So I was just sewing part of the handle of the bag I’m creating, I;m learning new stitches and techniques. So I’m sewing this heart, filling it in with stitches, noticing it’s messy, then trying to cover it up with satin stitches, then I ended up making it messy on purpose. That’s the point, I’m a beginner, it’s not about being perfect!

It’s my daringness to begin, to start, to not let my fears stop me from creating what is calling to me from deep within my soul. Sewing lights me up, brings me pure joy. It’s been an amazing day of discovery, an acceptance of myself, a quiet confidence taking root.

Sometimes I cry tears of joy, gratefulness, as I’m sewing, the call to create finally has a place to go. Little pieces of healing in each stitch.