It’s been feeling so good here in Colorado. I feel a shift, an ending, an ending in a perception, my mind is working on understanding how I am here today, traveling across the US, exploring, creating my world from my wildest imagination.

How did I get here? So many little steps to get here, like a very long winding staircase. Then sometimes it feel more like a cha cha, going forward a few steps, then back, then forward again. Then I feel like an arrow, how you pull an arrow back on the bow string, then you let it fly!

Then they’re times I feel like I have been in limbo land forever, chipping away at whatever I can with more effort, working on the simpler parts of the whole. I keep hearing, keep going, I’m almost there, I’m not sure where is there? I’m on this journey anyways, working out the details later and keep following the crumbs, I’m always grateful when I find a new piece to the puzzle of my life and working on living and being present even during the challenging parts.

I feel like I’m here to learn, and so I’m allowing myself to be a sponge and soak it all in. Understanding that I’m integrating, accepting, enjoying happiness, without the negative self talk. My mind has been a lot more peaceful, now I hope I hope to get some sleep tonight.