I did a quick glance in the bathroom mirror this afternoon, and my own image startled me? I felt like I was looking at someone else, I don’t even know how describe what was so startling? I know that I’m going through a lot of transformation, maybe that’s is what I saw?

It’s actually really puzzling me, diving deeper. I have been battling myself all day. Not sure why, I’m feeling challenged? I have a lot of questions, needing to let go release, but what? I felt pieces of the old toxic me resurface today, maybe if I just let all that go, forgive myself for relying on an old outdated version of myself?

Sometimes looking inward gets tiring, but I know that feeling is only temporary, so I keep going forward. I’m exhausted tonight, lots of driving and reflecting, working on understanding. Looking forward to some rest tonight.