What is it, that weird uncomfortable feeling? It’s hard to get comfortable, no matter if I’m sitting in the kitchen, or lying down? It’s something, a feeling, bubbling frustration, undercurrent? It’s a feeling of restlessness maybe?

Makes the air feel heavy at times, like something I should understand or know? But what? I’m hoping for some clarity soon. I feel like I’m trying to tell myself something and I’m not listening, or the communication is a slight miss.

I know it makes no sense, but this is where I leave myself here in wonder, of not know quite yet.