Why do I always feel I’m not doing enough, not being enough. I have noticed this pressure of falling behind, what does that even mean? According to who? Why do I need to rush?

What’s wrong with taking the time, getting to know myself, figuring out what would the clothes look like that feels like me? That I will actually wear out in my everyday world? My everyday at the moment isn’t fancy, by the time I’m able to sew the pieces all to geather, it will be a 2026 spring summer wardrobe.

I still haven’t started my costume, hoping to pin some ideas on tomorrow. I have a lot of problem solving to do, what can I hand sew, and what needs to be sewn on a machine? I’m hoping to do it all myself at this point by hand? So many questions, but I’m finally starting to feel excited.

I feel like I’m finally understanding my style, and I’m hoping I can get that across in my costume for Halloween as well. Understanding the season for my upcycled everyday clothes is great.

I still have the holiday season ahead and I would like to be wearing something I have upcycled. Sewing machine will be a good idea soon, that means I have to commit to a machine! Okay more research!