Feels like I’m stuck in an idle, standing in place, scared to move forward I cannot go back? How long can I stay in this phase, of suspending in time almost?

I know I need to create momentum, workflow, I have some new healthier habits to create and a few old habits eliminate. Have faith in myself.

Tomorrow is all about swimming and sewing, the movement will help. Looking forward to some progress, I have a costume to finish.

Not sure what else to say to myself, I’m tired of my own story at this moment.