When I decide to do something, make a decision, move states, decide to travel by myself around the world, I don’t let fear stop me. I move forward with a fearless mindset into the unknown.

I am fearlessness! I love the same way, all in, no looking back. The unfortunate part this last go around I lost myself, complete self abandonment, self betrayal!

Looking in the mirror during the aftermath has been very challenging! But I am getting to the other side of grief for longer periods of time every day. Even though I am bruised, broken hearted, I am not sorry about my experience.

I learned so much about me, and I know I will use the wisdom gained by this experience. Learning to create proper boundaries has been one of my biggest take aways.

The most challenging toxic trait has been people pleasing, exhausting myself for the attention and love I craved all my life. NO MORE!!!!! I have been keeping all that energy for myself, I don’t care if it’s thought of as selfish.

I am enough as I am today, learning to love myself though this experience has been my greatest gift to myself, and I am very grateful.

I took this selfie yesterday when I was have a positive moment, I know I will be okay, most likely become stronger because of this experience.