The words I speak can either create life, or not. In my past I was not mindful of this or even aware if I am being honest. I used to sprew insults and judgement, not knowing the instant boomerang of karmic energy it carries.

Thinking I was insulting someone else, wrong! It actually gets returned to sender, every time! I am talking about a time for myself when I was full of self hatred, miserable, and instead of taking ownership, I would bleed all over everyone around me. I had no idea how I was affecting my own self worth, or how much pain I was causing others.

Spelling is literally spells, what you cast onto some else is instantly returned to sender, no exceptions.

Sometime you don’t know, but when I was made aware. I knew that I couldn’t carry on that way. So I started retraining myself, I would work on catching my self consciousness in the background misbehaving, and flip the script to positive thoughts.

I didn’t stop there, I started recreating what’s all around me, feeding into a negative mindset, and replacing or eliminating anything that was causing harm.

It created space for the positive to replace the negative, which in turn helps create more peace in my life. I cannot change my past, but I have used the wisdom gained to create a life, that feels good in my soul.

Learning to make peace with that old unhealthy version of myself wasn’t without it’s challenges. I am so grateful for who I am becoming, this healing journey has been so enlightening.