Today I have been all over the place mentally, I woke up to rain, no walk on the beach today. I was reminded that it’s good to rest sometimes, even when you don’t want to.

The clouds feel more literal in my mind at the moment, as I am working on finding clarity on my next steps to take? Living present in the unknown is still the most challenging for me.

Giving up the steering wheel, allowing God to lead, again the unknown is challenging for me mentally.

Everytime I release the need to steer, since he’s writing my story anyways, ends up being okay. Usually more than okay, God is amazing. I wake up in the morning, is my first blessing, being able to walk, talk, feel, I have my own space, food, warm water, clothes, shoes, perspective helps.

Writing all this is currently helping me to shift my energy, starting to feel so much better. Reminding myself it’s okay to be human, it’s okay to be sad sometimes, but to not live there to long. Allow the sadness to leave, release it, maintaining balance.