So I decided to book a hotel for my stay tonight, I have been staying in Airbnbs and wanted a break for lugging my suitcases up the stairs, and elevator sounded amazing, it’s the little things sometimes.

I had no idea it was a fancy hotel, 10 minutes and a call down to the front desk just to figure out how to turn the lights on. I was not in the mood to be with others, tried to order room service, apparently the menu is displayed on the TV, couldn’t figure that out?

So down to the restaurant I went, everyone was dressed very fancy, expensive clothes, looking amazing. In comes me, my to big for me blue jeans, old faded top, and my sneakers I was wearing out in the rain all day.

Feeling a little insecure is an understatement, I felt completely out of my element. Why? what’s wrong with my not so fancy clothes? Does that make me less than? If so why?

I left Texas with only two suitcases, my backpack for my computer, and my drum I made in Peru. It’s been a trip in survival mode, not even sure where I will end up? Yes, I am feeling to fear creep up, allowing all my insecurities dictate I’m not good enough. Not true!

The only difference between me and all the fancy people is nothing! I am good enough just as I am, right now. It’s been a difficult day, and I only have me blame, allowing that voice in my head to lie to me.

Grateful I have God walking this path with me. Amen!