I have been all over the map mentally today, a roller coaster ride, five point harness day! Most likely literally from satan himself, well he can shove it! I am not giving up!

I am so over the the sinister things that get whispered into my mind. I keep getting myself back to feeling better, then boom something else pops into my head! The chosen ones out there will understand what I am talking about! I am grateful God has my back, and together I will get through this day, this too shall pass!

Being in the unknown is still my worst shadow, but I guess that’s why. I am learning to be in the unknown, looking at my fears, challenging myself. Reminding myself to keep letting go of the steering wheel. Lots of tears today, more releasing and making room for the new.

Not having a home has been challenging, I am missing being able to cook my own food! This hotel is nice, I am grateful to have a warm bed. I am just ready to stop for a while, I am ready to get the rest my body, mind, and soul needs.

I have been sewing a lot today, and keeping to myself. Gathering my energy, while I figure out my next move?

Even when I get frustrated and angry, thank you God, for sticking by my side! Amen!