I have been through so many stages of healing threw out my life, but this past year has been intense. Looking at my shadow self at different stages of life and making peace with them all.

My inner child, this is one I am challenging myself to embrace. I know my younger self needs lots of hugs, understanding, acceptance, love, and to be heard! I am still working on opening my throat chakra in the present.

I am going to challenge me, to play, to wonder with childlike eyes, innocent perceptions.

I was walking along the beach today, and I felt this excitement, it felt different than in my recent past. I felt this amazing smile on my face I couldn’t control, the overflow of joy was oozing everywhere. It felt so good to embody the feeling of joy. I was walking different, there was a lightness to my energy. The feeling of freedom!

I was looking at the ocean with different eyes, feeling the vibration of the waves wash over me, again with so much joy! It feels like my inner child is finally at play, alive with child like excitement, glimmering at all the amazingness all around.

God is always guiding me to love myself deeper, to cultivate a deeper love for myself, the continued shadow work. Everytime I think I am over the thick of it, an old shadow version of me decides to pop up and say me next!

So with God’s guidance, and God’s love here I go again! For the first time shadow work will be fun. I will play to heal, allow more of my creativity to come through, not take life so seriously, and laugh more. Amen!