The picture I chose I took a few days ago, it looks like the sun beaming it’s raise through a heart shape in the clouds. It felt like my own personal ray of hope, the light at the end of this dark tunnel I have been in.

Today, has been chaos in my mind, it’s been a challenging mental day. Most days being on my own feels good, but some days, like today the silence feels loud, instead of calming.

This is a day when my courage feels a little weary, not as sturdy. Relying on myself is still new, still learning to trust the intuitive voice inside my head takes practice, and I am definitely a beginner, that’s okay!

Learning to give myself grace during all the new that is happening for me all at once, is good. I deserve, grace, love, and support. I am reminding myself of that now as I am writing this! I don’t need to have all the answers right away, slowing down is challenging at times, but I know that’s what my mind, body, and spirit need, that’s okay.

God definitely lets me know when I am taking control of the steering wheel, and I keep giving it back, I know I talk about this a lot. This journey isn’t about being perfect, it’s about giving up the control, and keeping my faith in the unknown!

God please take the steering wheel of my life, please give me the strength to get through this idea that I need to know the whole plan, I give my faith to you God, and I know my next steps will arrive in divine timing. Amen!