I have been juggling emotions today, I think I forget that more than one emotion can be felt at the same time.

I had a wonderful morning hiking today, being caught up in the beauty, getting out in nature, inner child at play, letting myself marvel at the sights I was blessed with seeing today. Grateful I had eyes!

Once back, in my home for now space, sadness washed over me, but my happiness was still there. More than two things can be true at the same time, sad and happy can exist together.

I have challenges, the mental dance, remembering how far I have come in such a short period of time. Not allowing the past to creep back in.

It’s been a wonderful day and a challenging day, both are true. I am thankful for the wonderful part, the challenging part of my day I am also grateful for. The challenging part allowed me, reminded me to surrender those tough feelings and hurts up to God.

Once I surrendered my feelings of hurt up to God I was filled with peace that surpases all understanding, a smile returned to my face. We don’t have to send up prayers in a pretty little package of the perfect words, sometimes it’s just whatever is bubbling up at the moment, God will still hear you! I am grateful, Amen.