Today has been a challenging mental health day, I have been battling old stories running the show in my brain today. Getting in my own way, wanting to be perfect, afraid of making a mistake, not wanting to disappoint God.
God knows I am not perfect, I am a human after all, I am not meant to be perfect. Old stories from childhood, not being enough, or to much. It did feel a little like the devil was at play today, feeding the fear mindset of the old days.
This day was different, I remembered to talk to God, surrender everything up to him. He always answers, God is always there giving me the strength I need to get through the day, walking beside me, letting me know I am never alone.
I have never been alone, I would not be where I am today without God. He always answers in his on special ways. My faith in God, and myself helped me get back on the path of the light. Even when it feels dark, the sun will always come out tomorrow!

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