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Just make it happen, play
I have been stuck, in I want to do. Not sure where to begin, afraid of messing up. Isn’t that the point of creating, is figuring out how to fix the mistake or challenge? When your thread gets knotted and… Continue reading
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No Makeup
No makeup for me tonight, and I went out around people without it. I do no makeup if I’m going to the grocery store, or quick errands. Usually if I’m planning to go out, I always put on my face,… Continue reading
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Anxiety attack tonight
It has been a while but I had an anxiety attack tonight. You know the kind that gets your heart racing, breath gets a little fast, then the rush of anger with a big mix of fear. Almost feels like… Continue reading
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Strange Day today
Today was a strange day, it was a mentally difficult day. I was stuck all day today, wanting to start an upcycling project. Wasn’t feeling inspired at all, but it would be wonderful to have some clothes I enjoy wearing.… Continue reading
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Someday……
I know that sentiment, well someday I will do something worthwhile, someday I will do that thing I always wanted, someday I will be happy. We’re, I mean the collective is always talking about someday down the line when everything… Continue reading
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Childhood bubbling up tonight
For whatever reason, asking what I’m supposed to learn, about old childhood memories coming into my mind. I wasn’t thinking about anything in particular as far as feelings, and now recalling I didn’t have feelings attached to it. I was… Continue reading
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Negative Self Talk, old conditioning
I have been battling negative self talk, old outdated conditioning of being busy. where finding rest eludes you. The question I keep baggering myself with is “What have a done today” am I enough? Understanding intellectually that I don’t need… Continue reading
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Day of driving
Had a long driving day today, a full day on the road. I do enjoy driving Texas, it’s beautiful here, the rolling hills make unique views of all the greenery. Some days I feel so full of everything all at… Continue reading
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So much doing today!
I had an interesting mourning upset about not being able to start designing, but only I was the one telling me I couldn’t. I wanted to do all of my ideas at once, but I think a few at a… Continue reading
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Joy, Excitement, then fear
Now what do I do? I have been filled with so much excitement and joy, now here comes fear knocking on my door. Will I be any good? Can I really create a piece someone might want to buy? Only… Continue reading
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