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No Makeup
No makeup for me tonight, and I went out around people without it. I do no makeup if I’m going to the grocery store, or quick errands. Usually if I’m planning to go out, I always put on my face,… Continue reading
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Anxiety attack tonight
It has been a while but I had an anxiety attack tonight. You know the kind that gets your heart racing, breath gets a little fast, then the rush of anger with a big mix of fear. Almost feels like… Continue reading
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Strange Day today
Today was a strange day, it was a mentally difficult day. I was stuck all day today, wanting to start an upcycling project. Wasn’t feeling inspired at all, but it would be wonderful to have some clothes I enjoy wearing.… Continue reading
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Someday……
I know that sentiment, well someday I will do something worthwhile, someday I will do that thing I always wanted, someday I will be happy. We’re, I mean the collective is always talking about someday down the line when everything… Continue reading
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Childhood bubbling up tonight
For whatever reason, asking what I’m supposed to learn, about old childhood memories coming into my mind. I wasn’t thinking about anything in particular as far as feelings, and now recalling I didn’t have feelings attached to it. I was… Continue reading
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Negative Self Talk, old conditioning
I have been battling negative self talk, old outdated conditioning of being busy. where finding rest eludes you. The question I keep baggering myself with is “What have a done today” am I enough? Understanding intellectually that I don’t need… Continue reading
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Day of driving
Had a long driving day today, a full day on the road. I do enjoy driving Texas, it’s beautiful here, the rolling hills make unique views of all the greenery. Some days I feel so full of everything all at… Continue reading
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So much doing today!
I had an interesting mourning upset about not being able to start designing, but only I was the one telling me I couldn’t. I wanted to do all of my ideas at once, but I think a few at a… Continue reading
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Joy, Excitement, then fear
Now what do I do? I have been filled with so much excitement and joy, now here comes fear knocking on my door. Will I be any good? Can I really create a piece someone might want to buy? Only… Continue reading
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New Projects
So excited to get started on a couple of projects, I have been wanting to bleach tie die and I did that today, and I really love the results. Plus I did a quick tie tote. The tie die t-shirt… Continue reading
Random Acts of Kindness 