books

  • Dare to Be Vulnerable?!

    Dare to be vulnerable, daring to allowing people to see all of me, the parts that are hidden from the world and myself. All my scars from all my unhealthy decisions, addictions at times, my medical traumas, and not pouring… Continue reading

  • Making Moves

    Found it! I found a beautiful spot with nature, and a kitchen! I was so excited to cook my own food today, getting back on a normal IF (intermitting fasting) schedule, nixing the sugar, the pastries were fun but my… Continue reading

  • All Over the Map

    I have been all over the map mentally today, a roller coaster ride, five point harness day! Most likely literally from satan himself, well he can shove it! I am not giving up! I am so over the the sinister… Continue reading

  • Empowered!

    So it was a brand new day today, thank you God! I woke up with breath in my lungs, nowhere to rush off too, so I decided to pour into myself today. I lounged in bed, without the guilt. There’s… Continue reading

  • Enough for Fancy?

    So I decided to book a hotel for my stay tonight, I have been staying in Airbnbs and wanted a break for lugging my suitcases up the stairs, and elevator sounded amazing, it’s the little things sometimes. I had no… Continue reading

  • The Unknown

    Being in the unknown feels like looking out into the ubiss, so vast, ominous at times. The unknown is where I have faced my fears, my shadows the most at this point in my journey, learning how to believe in… Continue reading

  • Cloudy Day

    Today I have been all over the place mentally, I woke up to rain, no walk on the beach today. I was reminded that it’s good to rest sometimes, even when you don’t want to. The clouds feel more literal… Continue reading

  • Magical

    It has been a magical day, it’s so beautiful outside. The birds have been singing and following me all morning on my walk today. I love clouds, big fluffy clouds, dark mysterious clouds, clouds create the most beautiful pictures, glimmers.… Continue reading

  • Holding Space

    I have been holding space, usually that means I am giving someone else the expanse, to express themselves without judgement. I have always been the one to be there for someone else, but always forgetting myself, was disrespectful to me.… Continue reading

  • Chosen?

    Chosen one, starseed, rainbow warrior, what do those mean? I have never fit in, always the strange one, outcast, misunderstood. I wasn’t meant to fit into this unhealthy world I was brought up in. Standing out is part of being… Continue reading