Working out the last ideas to put together the rest of my costume. I have been working at it all day. Cutting out shapes, so many, took a while. Lots of actual sewing too. Lots of progress, I need to… Continue reading

How to stop looking in the review mirror? How to stop in flicking pain, keeping the score. The past has been reinvented, warped, filtered, releasing has been my way through, and changing my perceptions. In the end I can only… Continue reading

I got lost sketching, creating the rest of my costume! So excited to get started tomorrow! Lots to do, but I am really excited to get to it. I’m smiling, feeling good at the moment. We’re supposed to get some… Continue reading

I had another wonderful day, I had time to clean, practice guitar, sewing time on my costume, plus time on my stitch bag. I practice and play around with stitches, like a doodle pad, but it’s this hobo bag I… Continue reading

Sitting here feeling proud of me, I was a wonderful friend to myself today. I took myself swimming, wonderful how water rejuvenates me. Movement, swimming has been helping me to continue to work on my physical well being, which helps… Continue reading

I’m not sure where this journey is taking me yet? Yet I am continuing down the road anyways. Sometimes I sit here and question myself, what do I want? Seems like a simple question, at the moment for me it’s… Continue reading

Feels like I’m stuck in an idle, standing in place, scared to move forward I cannot go back? How long can I stay in this phase, of suspending in time almost? I know I need to create momentum, workflow, I… Continue reading

There’s peace in an ordinary day, a comfort in moving slowly. Lots of intention, nourishment, eating delicious food that I cooked myself, those are my glimmers too! I took myself swimming today, felt wonderful, soaked in the sun. I feel… Continue reading

Today had been about recharging, after a busy week of traveling and learning. I found myself exhausted today, I actually slept and rested. Resting without the voice in my head screaming at me that I should feel ashamed of myself.… Continue reading

This photo was taken on a challenging day, but I saw this beautiful view. I stared out that window for a long while before I took this photo. No idea why I chose this very moment to capture it? When… Continue reading