journaling
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Design Project Done!
I did it! I designed a project from start to finish today! Feels amazing to get going! To finally being unstuck! I was so worried about making a mistake. I decided to take a faded old black comfy dress and… Continue reading
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Getting Going
Today was about purging stuff, going through everything, organizing, dusting, vacuuming, washing, and etc. It was all happening at once, it looked like a bomb filled with clothes had gone off in here! I’m happy to say that I was… Continue reading
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Avoidance
I haven’t sewn anything, it’s been a while. I’m having a weird stand off with myself? Not sure what’s going on, I understand it’s fear. Why? What am I so scared of? Making a mistake? NEWS flash! of course I… Continue reading
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Rest, and Patience
True rest is challenging for me, allowing myself to rest without hearing the lazy word rattling around in my brain. It took over two weeks to get here. It’s okay that I need some rest, and if I ease my… Continue reading
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Feeling Lighter today
Today has been a really fun day, not because of anything in particular. I went to the grocery store today, cooked like I always do, today there’s a lightness in the air. Like a weight has been shifted, lifted? I… Continue reading
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Yeah! Here for Winter
Made it! Finally to our winter destination, were here in Missouri for at least the next month. Moving day as always is a long day, no getting around it. Today thinking since it’s only a few hours away. Well life… Continue reading
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Still Rough Waters
It’s been an interesting day, a lot of negative self talk. Again about not doing enough, being enough maybe? Sitting hear beating myself up about what I have done lately. Um really? I did laundry, cooked, cleaned the house, fresh… Continue reading
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Struggle Bus!
I’ve had a difficult time today staying in the positive mindframe, it’s been really uncomfortable feelings, tired, and grumpy. I have a lot of sadness bubbling up from my depths, old sadness most likely, stuck somewhere. I like to think… Continue reading
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New Town Again
Just arrived at our next stopping point to our winter destination in Missouri. The drive here was beautiful, lots of rolling hills, greenery, trees, lots of water, lakes. I’m exhausted and ready to crash as usual, moving day is always… Continue reading
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The Depth of Me
What is the depth of me? How far can I go down to the core of myself, honestly look? How do you get there? Peeling back the layers, as I over analyze every single piece! I want to cut through… Continue reading