journaling

  • Progress!

    So I have been challenged with some setbacks, ideas falling through, that I thought was part of my path. They still may be, unfortunately not at this current time. Learning to go with the flow can still feel crazy at… Continue reading

  • Check in Selfie

    Once in a while I will take a check in selfie. You know where you take a photo, check out if you look happy, is my smile forced or genuine, skin look okay, a photo can change your perception, an… Continue reading

  • Frustration of closed doors!

    Today has been unfortunate, a few pathways that I was checking into closed. I understand it’s redirection, blah blah blah, but it’s still very frustrating, and made me so angry today! A lot of energy just burst out of me,… Continue reading

  • Art Therapy! For Real

    It’s very therapeutic, to sew, I have been stitching, filling in the bleach painting I did on my jeans yesterday! As I am stitching, different memories will play in my head. I can see the energy in the stitching, from… Continue reading

  • That 1 thing that changes everything!

    I have been going for it all day! I cut up a maxi dress, took off the sleeves, cut the bottom off, and now I will be re-attaching the ruffle. Since I’m vertically challenged (4′ 11″) I adjusted the dress… Continue reading

  • Design Project Done!

    I did it! I designed a project from start to finish today! Feels amazing to get going! To finally being unstuck! I was so worried about making a mistake. I decided to take a faded old black comfy dress and… Continue reading

  • Getting Going

    Today was about purging stuff, going through everything, organizing, dusting, vacuuming, washing, and etc. It was all happening at once, it looked like a bomb filled with clothes had gone off in here! I’m happy to say that I was… Continue reading

  • Avoidance

    I haven’t sewn anything, it’s been a while. I’m having a weird stand off with myself? Not sure what’s going on, I understand it’s fear. Why? What am I so scared of? Making a mistake? NEWS flash! of course I… Continue reading

  • Rest, and Patience

    True rest is challenging for me, allowing myself to rest without hearing the lazy word rattling around in my brain. It took over two weeks to get here. It’s okay that I need some rest, and if I ease my… Continue reading

  • Feeling Lighter today

    Today has been a really fun day, not because of anything in particular. I went to the grocery store today, cooked like I always do, today there’s a lightness in the air. Like a weight has been shifted, lifted? I… Continue reading