I feel I’m in limbo, I can’t go back, but I need to be patient a little longer. I know I will understand so much more once I have a few sewing classes under my belt. Feeling exhausted still from recent events, I found myself watching Project Runway for a little inspiration.

I made it to the pool today, swam for a while. Soaked in some vitamin D, the sun warmed me all the way to my core. Living in a hot climate the ac is always on and freezing me out most of the time. So getting warmed up feels so good, I’m making sure to get some sunshine and get my body moving in the pool is so amazing.

I have been thinking about what I want to wear, put on my body, feel good in? I want to pull out my clothes and all the different materials tomorrow and start brainstorming ideas! I have to get over this scared hump soon! I have a lot to do, as I’m talking myself into being more productive, lol. I’m in a hurry as ususal.

I have also been grumpy at myself for not doing more, I just need to stop that already! I am getting quicker on noticing. Today is more working on honoring myself during this pause before. The before I’m in the middle of creating this collection and figuring out a more healthy balance in all other areas of my life at the moment.

I feel a lot of shifts happening, I know life is going to get a little fuller. I have been making room, allowing myself to recharge, preparing for all the new about to happen. This time next week will look interesting I’m sure.

This has been an exciting time in my life, allowing faith to guide my pathway forward. Flowing with, not against the current life is taking me down, it’s been a really fun ride. Looking forward to all the good still to come. I have to keep believing, it’s all for my highest good.