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Procrastinating
So I have been mentally blocking myself from accomplishing a task for the past two weeks, allowing old stories to replay over and over in my head. The old stories that I am not good enough, who do I think… Continue reading
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Competition
The only person I am in competition with is who I was yesterday. There’s a lot of competition in the world today sparked by envy, jealousy and it’s very toxic. Yes, I understand there’s healthy competition, but I am talking… Continue reading
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Flow
I remember having a structure list, of goals, to dos, to get things accomplished threw out my day. When life happens, like it always does, knocking me off my goals, the rigid list, I would have that negative feed go… Continue reading
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Home?
So at the beginning of my awakening, God and my spirit team asked me to release every person, place, or thing that was tied to who I was at that time. I had just left Texas, an abusive relationship mentally,… Continue reading
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F.E.A.R.
False Evidence Appearing Real, fear is manufactured, the matrix and the powers that be, create fear based narratives to keep us stuck, frozen. The matrix is happy to keep you in a maze like a rat trying to find the… Continue reading
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Consistency
Making changes in your life requires consistency, not perfection. I was talking to father God about this today, as I am reminding myself of this. When I would start let’s say a diet back in the day, if I made… Continue reading
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2015
In 2015 I had a partial hysterectomy that ended up almost costing my life, I ended up in the ICU with collapsed lungs and my body shutting down from how severely septic I was, with a large wound vac in… Continue reading
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Dark Side
So God has been encouraging me to talk about the darker side of this journey I have been walking down, as a chosen one. Chosen one sounds fancy, but being a part of the chosen one olympics as they call… Continue reading
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Loud Silence
Today the silence is so loud, I don’t how to explain to those who haven’t experienced this. Until recently I was in a city in environment for a few months, the noise of the traffic, all the people around. Plus… Continue reading
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Transmutation
It was a wonderful beach day, grounding into the sand, allowing what no longer serves me to be released into the warm sand. Feeling the vibration of the waves, listening to the ocean crash onto the shore, hearing the birds,… Continue reading
Random Acts of Kindness 