So I have been mentally blocking myself from accomplishing a task for the past two weeks, allowing old stories to replay over and over in my head.

The old stories that I am not good enough, who do I think I am, why would this opportunity actually be for me? Which is complete BS, all untrue, I know I deserve any opportunity that is presented, specially if it lights me up just thinking about it!

So I finally sat my booty down to answer simple personal questions, that I allowed myself to think I didn’t know how to answer. Guess what, when I finally got over myself, stopped standing in my own way, the answers to the questions came easily!

The other part of my old outdated story was technology based, believing it was going to be to difficult to figure out how to share all the requested technology links and information. All that dissipated, I took it one step at a time and it all clicked in place no issues.

I am really proud of overcoming the old stories, of not deserving, not capable. and not worthy of speaking highly of myself. I have been through a lot of challenges throughout my life and in recent past, I have been the one to pick myself up off the floor, my own hero.

I do deserve the amazing opportunities that come my way, I am very capable, I am worthy and will always speaking highly of myself going forward. This challenge was a wonderful reminder of how far I have come on this journey in life. That all the work I have done to change, shift my mindset is creating a whole new world that I am excited to be a part of.

I am living the life I once prayed for, God and my spirit team have loved me into transformation that is miraculous, I am grateful! I could not have imagined the version of me that I am today, and yet I am. Amen!

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