Today for me was about fighting my own internal battles, so many emotions overwhelming me. I kept having to choose joy over my sadness. If I really think about it with grace, no judgement, I am definitely feeling the shift to calmer waters, a more grounded core.

I’m very fortunate. getting a chance to spend time with family during Christmas, grateful for the time together. Making the most of the time I do have here.

Being home is always a deep dive into more shadow work, and allowing more, even older toxic habits to bubble up to be released. I do not want to carry any of this into 2026, so it’s back to looking into the mirror and not backing down from myself!

Looking at it all, all the muck that has been hanging around still, shadow work is as it comes sometimes. Grateful to be releasing more of what no longer serves me, to create more space for what fills me up.