For the past five days, I have been actively ignoring my intuitive nudges, the calling of movement. I have been really enjoying the place I call home for the moment. I have been called to move on, and I have been resisting.

Resisting my nudges is also resisting the callings God has been asking me to follow, being disobedient. The calling to go back into solitude, reconnect with myself. I have enjoyed having community, and honestly I feel a little fear inside my chest at the moment of being back in solitude.

Asking myself why I am feeling fear? Fear can pop up for allsorts of reasons, old thought patterns, most likely this fear is from the devil himself. I am on this divine journey for a purpose I am still uncovering piece by piece, so why stop now?

So many different things swirling inside my mind tonight, as I get ready to leave tomorrow. I thought I was going to be here for a while longer, but following my faith in God means, it’s not what I am thinking that’s important, but to honor God and his will, he’s is the one writing my story. I don’t always understand the why, and that’s where my faith comes in.

Making more steps in the dark, with my faith in God and the path I am currently walking. I am taking the leap again, and I will continue to do so over and over again, in spite of the fear the devil keeps dangling in my face. I am looking forward to see what piece of the puzzle appears next.

God always makes sure life is exciting, walking in the dark helps with the excitement for sure! Amen!