I have always been the odd woman out, the outcast, never fit inside those boxes people always wanted to shove me in! I have Fought long and hard, to accept my cooky, unique, odd personality that I have grown to… Continue reading

I have been working on discovering myself, the good, the bad, and sometimes the darker shadows of me. Understanding how important acceptance of self is to the quality of life I want to live and experience. Society has always taught… Continue reading

Dare to be vulnerable, daring to allowing people to see all of me, the parts that are hidden from the world and myself. All my scars from all my unhealthy decisions, addictions at times, my medical traumas, and not pouring… Continue reading

Found it! I found a beautiful spot with nature, and a kitchen! I was so excited to cook my own food today, getting back on a normal IF (intermitting fasting) schedule, nixing the sugar, the pastries were fun but my… Continue reading

I have been all over the map mentally today, a roller coaster ride, five point harness day! Most likely literally from satan himself, well he can shove it! I am not giving up! I am so over the the sinister… Continue reading

So it was a brand new day today, thank you God! I woke up with breath in my lungs, nowhere to rush off too, so I decided to pour into myself today. I lounged in bed, without the guilt. There’s… Continue reading

So I decided to book a hotel for my stay tonight, I have been staying in Airbnbs and wanted a break for lugging my suitcases up the stairs, and elevator sounded amazing, it’s the little things sometimes. I had no… Continue reading

Being in the unknown feels like looking out into the ubiss, so vast, ominous at times. The unknown is where I have faced my fears, my shadows the most at this point in my journey, learning how to believe in… Continue reading

Today I have been all over the place mentally, I woke up to rain, no walk on the beach today. I was reminded that it’s good to rest sometimes, even when you don’t want to. The clouds feel more literal… Continue reading

It has been a magical day, it’s so beautiful outside. The birds have been singing and following me all morning on my walk today. I love clouds, big fluffy clouds, dark mysterious clouds, clouds create the most beautiful pictures, glimmers.… Continue reading