The mirror effect, as a chosen one, means when I enter a room people stare. It’s not something I enjoy, it just is. Most of the stare’s are not kind, usually faces of dislike, instant hate just by walking into a room. It was unsettling, confusing most of my life.

I am a light, a mirror, whatever is unhealed in them is what they see in me. My presence shows people their shadows, the unhealed parts of themselves, that’s not easy to see. It can be someone gift, or someone’s curse. They can choose to allow the shift in consciousness or resist, it up to them to.

As a chosen one, I have also been given discernment, I can feel and understand peoples emotions, thoughts, behavioral patterns, instant lie detector. So along with the hateful stares waves of emotions hit me. I use to think that those were my emotions, I use to just pick them up and carry those around in any environment I was in.

With understanding, awareness, I am getting more comfortable with the not so kind stares, I no longer take responsibility for others emotions. I have always smiled or laughed in ironic situations, so now I allow my smile, I don’t hide it, why not?

I cannot control the mirror that I am. God designed me this way, so I am learning to be at peace knowing maybe it’s exactly what someone might need a long my path in life. I know I have met mirrors myself, I use to resist, now I allow the shift, awareness to happen.

Realizing that all the bullying growing up is most likely because I have always been a mirror, as a kid I was unaware. I have been unaware of the why behind the hateful stare for most of my life. This understanding has provided so much peace within.

I am thankful God has been given me the inner wisdom to understand. Amen!