So God has been encouraging me to talk about the darker side of this journey I have been walking down, as a chosen one.

Chosen one sounds fancy, but being a part of the chosen one olympics as they call it is not an easy road. I look nothing like the road I have had to trudged my way through all my life.

I endured so many hardships, betrayals, challenges, in actuality if were up to the karmic family and friends of my past, I would be dead right now. I started out in life being sexually abused by my father, and unfortunately that became part of what I had to endure throughout my life.

I grew up in a narcissistic household, where I had to be my own emotional support as a little girl under the age of five. I grew up being hated by the light that has always been inside of myself, others could see it, and they would bully me because of it.

There’s a lot of darkness to cover, so this is just my introduction of what’s to come, I have a lot to share and the wisdom I have gained from the trials and tribulations.

God recently has been telling about all the black magic, curses being sent my way by my so called family and friends of my past. The people I have always, loved, cared for, wished the best for, even now that I have learned of so much betrayal.

The black magic, curses attacking my, mental health, physical health, spiritual health, curses of wishing death upon me, destiney swapping spells. Then all the gossip, slander, untrue stories of who I am. The truth always comes to light, nothing for me to do but allow time to do it’s work.

I take all this hate being thrown at me, all this pain I have endured from the people that were supposed to love and protect me the most. I have taken all this energy and alchemized it, turned it into power to to keep moving forward on this path God has been leading me down.

I spite of everything, as I keep sharing my stories of the past, I am blessed and I am grateful to God for keeping me around, for this calling that I learn more about every single day. I will not back down, I am able, so I will keep rising to the best of my ability every single day! Amen!