journaling

  • Return on Investment

    So I have been following my own advice, God’s promptings, and I have been resting the past 3 days. The return on that investment, in allowing myself to relax, rest without guilt has huge returns! I have a renewed spark,… Continue reading

    Return on Investment
  • Leaving it behind!

    So the last time I had a sip of alcohol was April 20th 2025, which was Easter last year. The last time I smoked pot was December 15th 2025, and I have been reflecting back seeing, witnessing how far I… Continue reading

    Leaving it behind!
  • Home?

    So at the beginning of my awakening, God and my spirit team asked me to release every person, place, or thing that was tied to who I was at that time. I had just left Texas, an abusive relationship mentally,… Continue reading

    Home?
  • F.E.A.R.

    False Evidence Appearing Real, fear is manufactured, the matrix and the powers that be, create fear based narratives to keep us stuck, frozen. The matrix is happy to keep you in a maze like a rat trying to find the… Continue reading

    F.E.A.R.
  • Miserable?

    Sitting at a miserable job, dreaming, imagining that side hustle that puts a smile on your face? God knows that job is making you miserable, that’s the point, to keep you daydreaming about that side hustle, maybe even your purpose… Continue reading

    Miserable?
  • Strawberry Moon?

    Tomorrow is the strawberry full moon, how are you going to use the amazing magical energy for your life? This is the download from father God, he created the moon cycles for us, so that we can create the life… Continue reading

    Strawberry Moon?
  • Dreams?

    What is you dream? This download from father God to ask, what is your dream? God plants seeds of the dreams we are here to fulfill inside of all of us, what is your dream? Humans are here to share… Continue reading

    Dreams?
  • Consistency

    Making changes in your life requires consistency, not perfection. I was talking to father God about this today, as I am reminding myself of this. When I would start let’s say a diet back in the day, if I made… Continue reading

    Consistency
  • Father’s Day

    Happy Father’s Day! I hope all the dads out there are doing something fun, something to fill up their cups, relaxing perhaps? I would like to acknowledge the most wonderful father God! He has been the most wonderful father I… Continue reading

    Father’s Day
  • 2015

    In 2015 I had a partial hysterectomy that ended up almost costing my life, I ended up in the ICU with collapsed lungs and my body shutting down from how severely septic I was, with a large wound vac in… Continue reading

    2015