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  • I am a Mirror

    The mirror effect, as a chosen one, means when I enter a room people stare. It’s not something I enjoy, it just is. Most of the stare’s are not kind, usually faces of dislike, instant hate just by walking into… Continue reading

  • Life in Review

    I have been reviewing my life as a whole, but in segments, different periods of time. I have been shifting and changing so much this past year, I have been working to gain more understanding of each version I have… Continue reading

  • Inner Child at Play!

    I have been through so many stages of healing threw out my life, but this past year has been intense. Looking at my shadow self at different stages of life and making peace with them all. My inner child, this… Continue reading

  • Sun or Clouds?

    When looking at this photo, sometimes I see the sun, but then there are days I see only the clouds. Perception, frame of mind, reminding myself to stay on course. Not allowing my subconscious to steer me back to the… Continue reading

  • I am Capable!

    I have always been the odd woman out, the outcast, never fit inside those boxes people always wanted to shove me in! I have Fought long and hard, to accept my cooky, unique, odd personality that I have grown to… Continue reading

  • Looking for ME!

    I have been working on discovering myself, the good, the bad, and sometimes the darker shadows of me. Understanding how important acceptance of self is to the quality of life I want to live and experience. Society has always taught… Continue reading

  • Dare to Be Vulnerable?!

    Dare to be vulnerable, daring to allowing people to see all of me, the parts that are hidden from the world and myself. All my scars from all my unhealthy decisions, addictions at times, my medical traumas, and not pouring… Continue reading

  • Making Moves

    Found it! I found a beautiful spot with nature, and a kitchen! I was so excited to cook my own food today, getting back on a normal IF (intermitting fasting) schedule, nixing the sugar, the pastries were fun but my… Continue reading

  • All Over the Map

    I have been all over the map mentally today, a roller coaster ride, five point harness day! Most likely literally from satan himself, well he can shove it! I am not giving up! I am so over the the sinister… Continue reading

  • Empowered!

    So it was a brand new day today, thank you God! I woke up with breath in my lungs, nowhere to rush off too, so I decided to pour into myself today. I lounged in bed, without the guilt. There’s… Continue reading